Hurro! Im not dead, promise.. Ive just had a fantastic few days away hence my lack of LJ'ing - sorry all my fwiends!

Ok so what did i do? Weeeeeeell me and Thombles travelled down to Hastings on Friday (where my parents live, and i used to) Arrived there about 2pm and went round town buying stuff for my brothers wedding invites. Friday night was full of family catch ups and preparing the cards which was lovely - and mums home cooked dinners - lush!
Saturday day mum was working so me, dad and Thom went looking round some shops for some last bits, an icecream for thom ad just generally hung out daddy and daughter style - Saturday night dad went out to the pub and me and mum had quality alone time talking about everything thats happened in the last 6 months and where im going from here, and again MORE card making!
Sunday we all went down the beach for a little sunbathe and swim in the sea, lunch out in a pub - more shopping... *mum bought me a lovely pink indian/boho style floaty top and two pairs of kitten heeled shoes for the ball* ... followed by beer in the evening, and finishing off the cards.

This doesnt sound much but it was SO nice to be able to just relax for once and be myself around them finally - i havent done that in so long. So yep, it was mega cool :)

The tablets are starting to work. im losing the buzzy head feeling i had when i first started taking them last week, things sometimes seem a lot more clearer/sharper like colours and sounds, almost like a mini head rush every now and again, but other than a little sickness in the mornings, thats has been it for side effects so far *touches wood*
Ive noticed that i am becoming more level in my moods now too. Before, if i had tried to tell mum what happened to me, i would have burst into tears and never stopped crying. Now, i was able to talk about my feelings etc and be completely honest.. but without the need to break down or hurt myself.
True its only been 6 days, and the effects of me taking them i can imagine are placebo-ish to some degree, but i do think i made the right decission for the moment.

Anyway, thats me for the moment, the other side effect im having is im SO tired so i need to go and find summat to do to occupy me, or im just going to slowly drift off right here.

ROLL ON SATURDAY!!!!! w000000000t!